Laws of Justice

Some people think that they can just get away with it but I think that fundamentally, justice follows a fixed set of law:

1. You may be able to get away with the things you do now, but you cant do it forever

You can run and justice will give chase, you can conitnue running but one day, you will slow down and at that time, justice will catch up and make you pay for everything you did

2. Everyone has a gauge of Justice in their heart

This world may be seem devoid of Justice as people just could not be bothered about the things that do not directly affect them. But that little gauge in our hearts is like a alarm that will ring if you cross the moral line, and at that time you cannot hide because everybody will be there to slam you down and mock at your well-deserved retribution

Another tiring day in 1MS with all the "interesting" people in it. The characters of the people here are so distinctive; so much so that everytime they do anything, its like they are shouting in face about their character.

Of course the fucked-up ones are the only ones that I am interested to blog about.

Guy A

Horribly self-centred. Never does things against his own interest. Going all out to fight for his self-interest. Attempts to be friendly in a hypocritical and superficial way, wanting to get into everyone good books. Puppeteer. Never fails to claim effort which doesnt involve him. Shrewd. LOUD.

One word to describe people like him "SCUM" In chinese, you call him 人渣. For the benefit of those people that are bad in Chinese, let me delve deeper into the meaning.

人渣 means the worse a person can be. 渣 represents the remains of the fruits or any organic matter after they have been squashed or mashed for their juice. Simply put it is the matter left behind that cannot be consumed and IS USELESS. So人渣means you are the representation of the worst person can be in the society. To be honest I dont think he should be given the honour to be called 人渣, he should be called 残渣.

You do not feel remorse at all nor guilt, after the incident is "supposedly" over you went on to divert the attention to others. How fucking ugly can you get? You talk bad about people NOT because you think that those people are "clashing with your beliefs"; instead you do that BECAUSE of your belief to get into everybody's daddy good shoes. You feel inferior and you cannot socialise, therefore you have to resort to the underhand methods of "negative cohesion", PLEASE LA people will not think you are great or ONE of US when you do that, negative cohesion only works when the opponent is aggressive and you want to cooperate to put him down. ALL these little pettty actions will just show people how cunning you are.

AND ALSO. You people like to comment on people being MAN and sissy. Not like I am not numb against this mindless remark. IF you FUCKING cannot admit to your Mistakes like a man and Back out like a PUSSY then dont comment. OH wait, you didnt back out of the problem, you completely DENY it. SO what are you going to tell others? I am a MAN when I dont make mistakes and a PUSSY when I do. Fuck off man, seriously.

Guy A : I Didnt do it. I Swear.

You can continue to pretend, but I will not be your audience

Life after army

Its really near to the day that EVERY national servicemen is wishing for : To get sacked by the SAF. Although, there will be times that SAF will call you back for reservice, but there is awhole other thing.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... finally, I get put my brain into some use after storing it sooooo soooo damn long. Hope its still working though, cause it has no warranty. =X okie lame.
I am so excited about my university life! wooots. ENdless opportunities to frolick in fun and playful atmosphere and find back the fun loving side of me. Army is seriously sooo rigid and boring, butttttttttt luckily the people that I encounter in my Army life is as boomz as Ris Low.

I am really loooking forward to the dead-in-the-night activities and the days where we have to hug the books and pray that the information diffuse into our brain on the eve of the test. Hopefully, the people I meet are fun loving and spontatenous people, if not I am going toooo cry.

WOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Here I come !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * flails hands in the air frantically while screaming hysterically*

42 more days for takeoff.

Nothing can stop me.
I think I'm ready now.

Yu Dan review one

Many a times, when life is spent in a hurry, we take a hell load of things for granted. We think that we SHOULD have it, and not be thankful that we have it. Taking reference from your own personal gravity and values, one tend to amplify certain misery alot more times than it should. Thus:

Our own personal values affect how we view the world. If your values are myopic and selfish, then the world you see would be like-wise.

Time for random stories by 古人 again. Hahaha. okie here goes:

There are 2 arab traders that were the best of friends. One day they had to travel across the desert to clinch a big deal. Even the best of friends quarrel sometimes, and these 2 best friends quarrelled and fought in the desert. Trader A then wrote this on the sand of the desert : My best friend hit me today.

They continued their journey until it was late at night and they found a spot to rest. Trader A was fast asleep when trader B realised that there was a sandstorm incoming. Trader B then shouted to wake Trader A up and both of them ran for their lifes until they found a cave that could protect them from the sandstorm. In the cave, Trader A took out a knife and carve: "My Best friend save me today " on a stone.

Trader B was curious and asked Trader A, what was that all about. Trader A said that for all those wrong you have done me theiy are written in sand cause I will not brood on them as they will be covered by sand the very next moment; for every help that you offered I will always be grateful and remember as though i carved it on my heart.

In chapters of our life, there are many things that happen to us, be it happy or unhappy events but the way we deal with them can be very different. You can use your life to remember all the grievences or you can use it to be grateful to people that helped you. In conclusion, your life will be filled with what you remember be it grievences or thankfulness.

When you are full of gratitude, then every thing that happen to you will be a pleasant one; If you are full of grievences, every unpleasant thing that happen to you will feel miserable and you will miss the pleasant things that happen to you.

Self Justification

Oh gawd. I really hate self-centered people. They are assertive for their own rights and irresponsible for their own duties.

Trust me, if given a scenario where they do neeed help or advise desperately to get out of trouble, I will conveniently and HAPPILY give them the taste of their own medicine, NOT because I want them to learn through the experience so that they can change; BECAUSE I LIKE IT.

The following may sound or seeem sadistic but oh well, no one is perfect I guess :)

It is EXTREMELY gratifying to see those selfish people start begging people for help and be in a disfavourable position. Out of desperation, they can do everything, they will go around being polite in attempt to get help; they can also go around snapping at anyone to help him; they can go around putting on a brave front but deep inside they are crushed by the situation. No matter which scenario it is always satisfying to see them being punished.

It is always ironic to see how our mind ticks and how "flawed" it can get. A person that is only interested about his self interest and expects everyone to help him when he is in trouble is of all the most disgusting ones.

Personally, I cannot stand such behaviours. I will do my best to ensure justice is done.

Sometimes, I will not hesitate to give those irksome dastards a little push into the abyss. There is no need to feel pity for them. If they expect help when they are in trouble, then they should know that others need that too.

Who knows maybe the little push that you give, is allll but predestined :)


To all those justice seekers out there. HEIL!



Dr Sean: One thing about me, I hate tyranny! (with gusto)

Projection

The brightest future will cast the darkest shadow behind, walk in the wrong direction and you will lose yourself.

APPROVAL

Some people just crave for approval as to how a dog guzzle for bone. They JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT, its like a drug more potent and more addictive than any drug in the world, cause its formless and almost undetectable. Just like in the chinese pugilistic novels whereas the most potent poison is 无形，无味.

This people seriously, frigging, ultimately DISGUST me, they just had to HAVE IT. The disgust comes in a form of mental image whereby a battered, dirty and sloppy sniffing non stopping due to withdrawal symptoms person, down on his knees pulling your legs BEGGING you to give him his only antidote.

And if you don't?

Well its simple they dislike you.

And let me tell you people there are SOOO MANY MANY MANY frigging disgusting people out there that are like that. They comes in all forms all the way from a macho man to little dainty effeminate guy. Their souls siphoned from the world.

So how do you deal with this kinda people?
YOU MIND FUCK THEM. Well, its really easy to recognise these pathetic people. When you do, NEVEER, let me say it again NEVER EVER let them get what they want. You know that they want this? FCUK them, do the opposite. IF they have to HAVE IT, YOU GIVE IT TO THEM, Not what they want but the opposite. *booms* there you go.

You may say, How could you say that? They are just harmless, lost people and we should help them.... HELL YEAAAA Lost people... yes, HARMLESS... not really. They will beg for more, through their petty little means.

Ohh well. Its not of my business anyway. so I am just pissing off. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

PS: It is perfectly fine to treat those words in CAPS as me shouting, cause I meant it. Re read it again for the BoomZ effect.

Stage of "Life"

A candle exist for fire to illuminate the surroundings.
A computer programme exist for human to help out whatever we need it.

Everyone should have a purpose for doing something, or they are just mindless autobots programmed to follow the routine of life. Everyone has their own special stage to perform.

Not many people thought of this " Who are your audience?". You can be a low achiever and hope to just whale your life away with nothing exciting and interesting, or you can be a over-achiever that wants every event that can stimulate your adrenaline in life.

Regardless of any of the top scenarios, the importance is are you purpose-driven? You can try to do everything in the world and still be sulking and complaining about life; similarly you can possess only ONE thing in life and be on top of the world.

Problem is:
How big is your stage?
Stage is like the values that we hold dear to us in life and stick to it no matter what. In order to have a purposeful life, without being lost in this world of lost identity we need to root our values into our heart and live by it.

I think :
心有多大，舞台就有多大。

Thanks NS

Well you might not believe your eyes but yessss ironically My title is THANKS NATIONAL SERVICE. Not in my usual sarcastic way but in a very sincere way.

Everybody will think of their life once in a while.... well maybe for others, it just take a teeny weeny bit longer for them to contemplate about their future. Different people will have different paces of their life; my army days had created such a platform for me such that it catalysted my thoughts and made me start to think more elaborately on my future.

Perhaps its the new environment, with a whole new plethora of stress factors that I had never experienced in my JC/schooling life. And I realise I have this unknown disgust for not being able to learn or absorb knowledge. There was a certain period of time when I was utterly disgusted by myself for not reading any books, and then i guess this is the side effect during this information overload era.

I reviewed some values that I once had and evolved new ones out of them; some were obsolete.

But on another note few more months and I will be free to roam the seven seas. I really wonder if that I am ready for that...

Small bear plays host Part 2

Finally, I have seem to come up with an reasonable answer to the previous entry that I posted. And it boils down to just 2 chinese words: 人心。

Sometimes, I may behave indifferent or even hostile towards people its not because I am that way, its because I am simply clamming up for protection. And as I grow older and start experience what our parents once described as 险恶的江湖, I taught myself to build walls, just because of some really bad experience that I once had. And its because of all this suspicions that had programmed me to behave in a negative way when "THE situation" arises.

Many may be wondering what is "THE situation"? It is a time that arises when others get into trouble which requires our favour in exchange for our personal welfare or will, that we stand out and help that person.

Bloody dastards make use of such situation so that they can squeeze every ounce of kindness out of the people. So what are the side effects? People who are kind by nature will have their kindness slowly drained out until there is barely anything left. At this point of time, the victim will start to be self centred, unwilling to help and feel disappointed with the world out there leaving them to their predicament.

I must confess that I have fall victim to this scenario stated above and am guilty that I have been treating potential friends in a nasty way. Many a times when I help someone I will end up worrying - was I being used or taken advantage of, they never ever appreciated the little kind acts. All theses just leads me to being pessimistic and end up brandishing this evil habit of mine to my friends too. If anyone felt pricked due this nature, I sincerely apologise, but for those selfish dastards, I totally mean it to them.

The more kind you are, the faster you will be disappointed with selfish people as you get to see how self centred people can get.

Build bridges not walls.